BUT! i graduated!! "unofficially" since i finished my last exam paper from polytechnic last friday!

It's all about working and working and working i see.

I didn't plan for my future, im unsure of what i want.

If i study, it meant more school fees and a degree doesn't guarantee you a job. Some company will not hire you because, they think your education is too high for them to pay you..

so im confused.

It doesn't mean im okay with studying. scraping through the last 13 years of education doesn't mean that i can scrape through university! how!

If i don't study, my friends are all going university! and i don't feel like stepping into the working industry yet.. if i work, i don't know what exactly do i want. i don't feel like sending resumes, going for interviews nor start work at a new environment.. at least not at the moment.

what should i do? what should the next step be? my mum say its up to me.. D:

this is terrible...

That day, i saw one of my classmates being admit into SIA. then i was thinking, it was once my dream.. should i apply? but i feel inferior. im not confidence.

but anyways, here are the list that im going to update!

1. CNY 2012

2. Cousin's Wedding

3. V.day 2012

4. Bel's birthday