Tuesday, April 05, 2011 | 7:07 PM |
Okay, maybe i'm just pure lazy. hoping around others' blog and realise they went mia too. Guess that blogger is not that popular anymore.. but i still love it ^^ I'm a oldies ): ppl go crazy over twitter, i still in plurk and facebook. ppl go crazy over iphone, and i dun prefer it. haha. Saw meimei updated her blog, so i decided to do one post or so. Thought i would be updating my blog when i reached home, cause i'm unable to update pictures by school's computer. but im just oh-so-lazy. i admit. Things isnt going well at the moment.. So many troubles.
Another thing, mum called me this morning.. (surprisedd!!) Brother did not attend school yet again. He told my mother he went school ytd, but in the end, he dint. Took money from my mum to go "supposely, eat at pasa malam" yet he disappeared for the whole night. Dunno where the hell he go. Today didnt attend school too. Off phone for dunno how many days le. Really dunno what the hell is wrong with him. haiis, gonna have a talk with him soon. Crazy human.
Friendship having cracks. Maybe it will be saved, or not. it totally has an impact on anyone. Been ranting to huixin these few days on everything. haha, poor her. Sometimes i just feel like being alone. doing nothing. but staring into the space. thinking nothing.
Relationship isnt going well, i know, i know im unreasonable and blah blah blah. i just cant helped but throw temper on him. really, sometimes, he make me so frustrated, then both cry over the phone ._. Sometimes i just talk talk, then he cry le. blah~~~~~ Dunno what to do. Maybe its been the first time i have a relationship that last over 1 month. i been throwing tempers to him everyday now, i dunn even know what the hell is freaking wrong with me. Maybe im just insecure over that brat.
Forget it, but frankly, im very upset and disappointing + angry over the fact that i go to school alone now, he dont even fetch me. freaking angry. have to be independent. Maybe thats the consequence for meeting each other everyday and to let him fetch me to school everyday. im used to it. Somehow, i dun feel like im important to him anymore. somehow, i feel like he can live without me now. i dunno why im feeling like this. he doesn't do things he used to do anymore. we seldom talk. I dun feel like answering his calls nor reply his sms. i dunno whats wrong ):
Signing off,
miin
Another thing, mum called me this morning.. (surprisedd!!) Brother did not attend school yet again. He told my mother he went school ytd, but in the end, he dint. Took money from my mum to go "supposely, eat at pasa malam" yet he disappeared for the whole night. Dunno where the hell he go. Today didnt attend school too. Off phone for dunno how many days le. Really dunno what the hell is wrong with him. haiis, gonna have a talk with him soon. Crazy human.
Friendship having cracks. Maybe it will be saved, or not. it totally has an impact on anyone. Been ranting to huixin these few days on everything. haha, poor her. Sometimes i just feel like being alone. doing nothing. but staring into the space. thinking nothing.
Relationship isnt going well, i know, i know im unreasonable and blah blah blah. i just cant helped but throw temper on him. really, sometimes, he make me so frustrated, then both cry over the phone ._. Sometimes i just talk talk, then he cry le. blah~~~~~ Dunno what to do. Maybe its been the first time i have a relationship that last over 1 month. i been throwing tempers to him everyday now, i dunn even know what the hell is freaking wrong with me. Maybe im just insecure over that brat.
Forget it, but frankly, im very upset and disappointing + angry over the fact that i go to school alone now, he dont even fetch me. freaking angry. have to be independent. Maybe thats the consequence for meeting each other everyday and to let him fetch me to school everyday. im used to it. Somehow, i dun feel like im important to him anymore. somehow, i feel like he can live without me now. i dunno why im feeling like this. he doesn't do things he used to do anymore. we seldom talk. I dun feel like answering his calls nor reply his sms. i dunno whats wrong ):
Signing off,
miin