Saturday, October 03, 2009 | 6:02 AM |
Lantern/Mooncake Festival today.
what can i say?
i'm so disappointed. not so happy.
why was it always me?
why can't you all take the intiative to ask me to hang out?
why must i always be the one to plan something, ask you all, and some relunctant, some okay okay and hang out.
Finally, i can't take it anymore and sent sms out. what?
the answer i got,
"cause you never ask me earlier"
"cause no one ask me"
yah, my fault agains. it's okay, it's my freaking fault not planning anything on mooncake festival and let myself rot at home.
will you die for asking me out? will you?
if it's like this, i died so many times. countless times.
having 150++ contacts in your phone, doesn't mean you will have countless date everyday.
it just show how little friends you can call out during festivals like this when you scroll down the list.
Even my brother is going out later to play. me as his sister? ha!
it gets more pathetic when he comes in and ask why i didnt go out. no one ask me? that pathetic scene. addition to it, laughters and fairywand sounds echo throughout the night.
Thanks for everything.
Signing off,
miin
what can i say?
i'm so disappointed. not so happy.
why was it always me?
why can't you all take the intiative to ask me to hang out?
why must i always be the one to plan something, ask you all, and some relunctant, some okay okay and hang out.
Finally, i can't take it anymore and sent sms out. what?
the answer i got,
"cause you never ask me earlier"
"cause no one ask me"
yah, my fault agains. it's okay, it's my freaking fault not planning anything on mooncake festival and let myself rot at home.
will you die for asking me out? will you?
if it's like this, i died so many times. countless times.
having 150++ contacts in your phone, doesn't mean you will have countless date everyday.
it just show how little friends you can call out during festivals like this when you scroll down the list.
Even my brother is going out later to play. me as his sister? ha!
it gets more pathetic when he comes in and ask why i didnt go out. no one ask me? that pathetic scene. addition to it, laughters and fairywand sounds echo throughout the night.
Thanks for everything.
Signing off,
miin