Just..
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 | 7:54 AM |
I felt really really irritated. thats why i decided to blog to rant.
i just suddenly felt, life is just like that.
trust me, no matter which way you go, which decision you take, no matter where or when you are, things happened because they happen.
been blanking out for no reason these days.
when you face obstacles, thats when you will grow up, mature.
it's real. real. difficult to know what others are thinking.
ok, perhaps tangjie might understand me. LOL.
i just wonder, i think i'm irritated with myself.
some people are like this, met with obstacles, feel sad, and end up thinking why i'm so unable to do this, do that... ite, hating ownself. it's typical. all's like this.
it happened to me alot of time.
and yes, i'm sick and tired of feeling sad and all, but it's all life process.
for me, life is all about tears. it is.
back to topic. maybe i just feel upset over microe paper. i thought microe will be the paper i trust most, in the end, 30 marks dunno how to do. whatever.
i wanted to study. but i'm freaking lazy. and no, it's not an excuse.
you won't understand.
because life is not about finding yourself, is about creating yourself.
hurt.
you might be able to use fangirling to numb it, to forget it,
you might be able to use studying to numb it,
you might be able to use working to numb it,
you might be able to use music to numb it,
you might be able to treat as as nth happened,
but you might have forgot, it will definitely appear over and over agains. believe me, it's life.
you can't do anything to it.
it will always be there. just take it.
Everyone has a different view.
Some people gave up friendship for their feelings,
Perhaps you have seen.
Some people gave up frienship for their relationship,
Just when you thought thats all.
Some people gave up friendship for their obesession over idols.
thats why. understand?
Face it. people are selfish. you might be lucky, to meet some selfless people. but rmb, majority are selfish.
Btw, a really big thanks to shipei unnie for persuading me to study.
a really big thanks to jas unnie for concern.
a really big thanks to andee unnie for asking about my studying problems.
Hate me? i don't really give a damn.
Signing off,
miin
i just suddenly felt, life is just like that.
trust me, no matter which way you go, which decision you take, no matter where or when you are, things happened because they happen.
been blanking out for no reason these days.
when you face obstacles, thats when you will grow up, mature.
it's real. real. difficult to know what others are thinking.
ok, perhaps tangjie might understand me. LOL.
i just wonder, i think i'm irritated with myself.
some people are like this, met with obstacles, feel sad, and end up thinking why i'm so unable to do this, do that... ite, hating ownself. it's typical. all's like this.
it happened to me alot of time.
and yes, i'm sick and tired of feeling sad and all, but it's all life process.
for me, life is all about tears. it is.
back to topic. maybe i just feel upset over microe paper. i thought microe will be the paper i trust most, in the end, 30 marks dunno how to do. whatever.
i wanted to study. but i'm freaking lazy. and no, it's not an excuse.
you won't understand.
because life is not about finding yourself, is about creating yourself.
hurt.
you might be able to use fangirling to numb it, to forget it,
you might be able to use studying to numb it,
you might be able to use working to numb it,
you might be able to use music to numb it,
you might be able to treat as as nth happened,
but you might have forgot, it will definitely appear over and over agains. believe me, it's life.
you can't do anything to it.
it will always be there. just take it.
Everyone has a different view.
Some people gave up friendship for their feelings,
Perhaps you have seen.
Some people gave up frienship for their relationship,
Just when you thought thats all.
Some people gave up friendship for their obesession over idols.
thats why. understand?
Face it. people are selfish. you might be lucky, to meet some selfless people. but rmb, majority are selfish.
Btw, a really big thanks to shipei unnie for persuading me to study.
a really big thanks to jas unnie for concern.
a really big thanks to andee unnie for asking about my studying problems.
Hate me? i don't really give a damn.
Signing off,
miin