You just..
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 | 7:29 PM |
Show me you really meant what you said.
Show me through your actions.
But what you shown me so far, is so irony.
It's just the opposite
side of what your words meant.
The choice you have made today, proves me
wrong.
you gave me hope yesterday,
but you made me disappointed again
today.
A cycle it is?
A cycle that you always said you will be by my
side,
but you seem farther and farther away to me, day by day.
Don't
come telling me how much you cared about me,
because you don't seem so.
Don't always say i thought about things too much,
when what i think, is
the truth.
Why? Because i saw it through your actions.
Your actions
made me realise,
you just don't give a damn about me.
Where are the
promises you once made?
Have they all disappeared?
Just because of one
person?
I said i won't cried over it anymore again,
i didn't want to
waste my tears.
But just when you made the friendship between us worthless,
i cried.
And i'll never rewind it to the beginning anymore.
For
you, don't seems to care.
So neither do I want to give a damn.
Abandon me, and it's all gone.
Don't worry, it isn't lyrics. i just typed it myself in the middle of internet web class, typing of my feelings out. Because i'm disappointed and hurt that is. Listening to music to calm myself down, not wanting to shed any tears.
Blog posts are what i like. Just because i get to re-read it after few years, and think back.
Signing off,
miin