A Sad Christmas Eve.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 | 11:44 PM |
i actually planned to write my agony in a form of letter to santa. (jus lyk how changmin wrote it in Step By Step.) but, i dun care anymore. i jus write it out.
( i guess all of euu know where i work?)
well, these is my thoughts.
i just sort of got "fired"
the process goes lyk this.
14/11/08
3 days after my O's level finished, i went for the interview.
they wrote they can dismiss employee anytime.
i told them my friend and i can work till april.
they also mention they DONT WANT anyone that can work till year end only.
they called me ard 20 nov to confirm they employ me. i agreed.
they say start work on 8 dec.
5dec, my friend and i went to buy shoes that is necessary for work.
(we don't usually wear shoes, since we wore heels and slippers)
my friend went to buy t-shirts thats ard 30+, my mummy bought for me.
(we don't usually wear t-shirts, we wore "improper" clothes. "improper" as in dresses or sth)
that very same day they called us to start work on 10 dec. we say okkies.
we waited for nearly a month, to start work on 10 dec.
the name tag shows temporary staffs, which we didnt know what it means.
they didnt told us on interview.
first day and second day of work, its harsh conditions.
euu have to go opposite to get toliet, neither air-con nor fans. imagine its humidity..
we displayed the goods. which we started from zero..
one week later, there is a rumour, temporary staffs will be dismissed once the shop opens.
whats this? we told them we can work till april, they didnt tell us anything lyk this.
so we continued to work.. some are N level students, so its understandable they work till end of year.
they have strict rules, we follow it.
continuing, they say not everyone can convert to the official staffs.
so, whats the interview for?
the official news was out from the shop owner, we wrote our schedule to 28 dec.
they say they will have a second interview if we wish to continue working, okkies, we planned to go to the second interview..
for wherever i worked at, (meaning the department) the air-con is always not working, so i never felt cold, instead, i was sweating..
the shops has been opened for 2 days now... average everyday i attend to 10 + people.
climbing up and down ( i have phobia of height), lol, but everyone have to come over it right?
nbms, i did my best in everything. and when we are going home yesterday, suddenly we are dismissed. what is this? jus a simple "you don't have to come to work tomorrow"
i just realised, "we have been used"..
whats the use of saying thank you.
i got scolded for many times a day. 8 scratches. and this is what i got in return?
jus the thought of "we have been used", makes me wan to cry.
so how am i going to celebrate my christmas? funny isnt it?
yeah, how clever are they. they wont tell "you don't have to come to work tomorrow" when you start work on that day,
instead they told you when you are all ready to go home from work.
why? cos if they told you on the start, you won't put all ur heart in working.
hahahaha. how irony. a sad christmas for me eh?
waited for nearly a month to start work, worked for less than 2 weeks, spent money in getting things ready for work.
you are purely wasting my time, my money. so tell me, what am i going to do now?
anyone wans to introduce work to me? a work that i wont be used agains.
so, how am i going to start all over agains?
tangjie basically flared up when i told her.
my mummy was about to scold something. she always had the truth i dun have.
i dun even dare to tell my father.
normal job gets double pay. even mac do on public holidays. HA~ i dun even care abt it, as long as i get my job. so, this is how it ends up? i'm so disappointed and filled with mixed feelings.
what should i say?
Thanks for using me? whatever.
Thats my first job. a first job that used me. how much pathetic can this society get?
thats no wonder people gets so schemed.
Thanks to karen, samantha and tangjie for the christmas present that cheers me.
thanks to myself for buying KimJunSu's name tag to make myself happier.
I'm going to get some dongbang fandom to distance from this scheming society.
to cheer myself up.
Happy christmas eve.
Signing off,
miin
( i guess all of euu know where i work?)
well, these is my thoughts.
i just sort of got "fired"
the process goes lyk this.
14/11/08
3 days after my O's level finished, i went for the interview.
they wrote they can dismiss employee anytime.
i told them my friend and i can work till april.
they also mention they DONT WANT anyone that can work till year end only.
they called me ard 20 nov to confirm they employ me. i agreed.
they say start work on 8 dec.
5dec, my friend and i went to buy shoes that is necessary for work.
(we don't usually wear shoes, since we wore heels and slippers)
my friend went to buy t-shirts thats ard 30+, my mummy bought for me.
(we don't usually wear t-shirts, we wore "improper" clothes. "improper" as in dresses or sth)
that very same day they called us to start work on 10 dec. we say okkies.
we waited for nearly a month, to start work on 10 dec.
the name tag shows temporary staffs, which we didnt know what it means.
they didnt told us on interview.
first day and second day of work, its harsh conditions.
euu have to go opposite to get toliet, neither air-con nor fans. imagine its humidity..
we displayed the goods. which we started from zero..
one week later, there is a rumour, temporary staffs will be dismissed once the shop opens.
whats this? we told them we can work till april, they didnt tell us anything lyk this.
so we continued to work.. some are N level students, so its understandable they work till end of year.
they have strict rules, we follow it.
continuing, they say not everyone can convert to the official staffs.
so, whats the interview for?
the official news was out from the shop owner, we wrote our schedule to 28 dec.
they say they will have a second interview if we wish to continue working, okkies, we planned to go to the second interview..
for wherever i worked at, (meaning the department) the air-con is always not working, so i never felt cold, instead, i was sweating..
the shops has been opened for 2 days now... average everyday i attend to 10 + people.
climbing up and down ( i have phobia of height), lol, but everyone have to come over it right?
nbms, i did my best in everything. and when we are going home yesterday, suddenly we are dismissed. what is this? jus a simple "you don't have to come to work tomorrow"
i just realised, "we have been used"..
whats the use of saying thank you.
i got scolded for many times a day. 8 scratches. and this is what i got in return?
jus the thought of "we have been used", makes me wan to cry.
so how am i going to celebrate my christmas? funny isnt it?
yeah, how clever are they. they wont tell "you don't have to come to work tomorrow" when you start work on that day,
instead they told you when you are all ready to go home from work.
why? cos if they told you on the start, you won't put all ur heart in working.
hahahaha. how irony. a sad christmas for me eh?
waited for nearly a month to start work, worked for less than 2 weeks, spent money in getting things ready for work.
you are purely wasting my time, my money. so tell me, what am i going to do now?
anyone wans to introduce work to me? a work that i wont be used agains.
so, how am i going to start all over agains?
tangjie basically flared up when i told her.
my mummy was about to scold something. she always had the truth i dun have.
i dun even dare to tell my father.
normal job gets double pay. even mac do on public holidays. HA~ i dun even care abt it, as long as i get my job. so, this is how it ends up? i'm so disappointed and filled with mixed feelings.
what should i say?
Thanks for using me? whatever.
Thats my first job. a first job that used me. how much pathetic can this society get?
thats no wonder people gets so schemed.
Thanks to karen, samantha and tangjie for the christmas present that cheers me.
thanks to myself for buying KimJunSu's name tag to make myself happier.
I'm going to get some dongbang fandom to distance from this scheming society.
to cheer myself up.
Happy christmas eve.
Signing off,
miin