A true letter.
Monday, December 03, 2007 | 5:46 AM |
To Xiin dear,
i read ur blog jus now. at first i was really dun dare to read, but in de end i still have the courage to read it. heres my trueful reply to euu.
i dun treat euu as a frenx , gd frenx neither best frenx . euu are more den dat to me. *ps : not PL horx .* as a soul mate ? (eh , i dunno how to use) anyway, jus euu are a lot to me. i said it before, i wont treat my frenx when i nid their help den i find dem. no. it's alr faker style to me. so i wont. really. not to say euu dun really know me. i think me myself wont know myself more den euu do. suddenly i jus find myself so ... complicated? even myself wont know what i going to do de next moment. its all jus so... i'm really sry dat i really dun know how to care abt a person. i dunno what to say actually. i didnt tok much to gladys secretly, and what ever i say to her and whatever i say to euu is de same. is sensitive barhs. i wont say sth to gladys dat i didnt tell euu. no. whatever she knows, euu will know when its out frm my mouth.
i'm not scolding euu at de public transport, is jus dat i told euu many times dat i dun lyk ppl beating stomach. its really irritating and painful. (euu can try hitting urself too) and euu aim really accurate its in de middle. everytime i turn becos i dun wanna see anymore. euu tell me sth, i smile and i turn away, maybe is euu didnt see i smile barhs. and whenever i wanna go somewhere after dat place i always wanna to tell euu. but euu folo up before i wanna to tell euu. so i cant do anything. abt the joke i was really joking. dun take my jokes for real. its moronic i know. jk only.
AND EUU ARE TOTALLY WRONG ABT I DUN NID EUU. I SERIOUSLY NID EUU VERY MUCH. dun ever have this idea again. its not real. i told euu ytd. i tried ytd. i hate alone. i hate strangers. i dun wanna be alone. euu know i still cant be independent. the only time when i dun nid euu is nvr. even i'm dead, i still nid euu. its forever. when euu are angry, i seriously dun dare to go up to euu. i wan but i dun dare. euu dunno dat when euu are angry euu are very horrible seriously. i mean de look. anyone would be scared of. and when we are in de mrt, is euu whu went away seriously. i dun even know what to do. euu are totally wrong when euu dare to say euu are not impt to me. dats totally wrong idea.
when euu have all dis ideas, its ur sensitive fooling ard. dunn think dat much. and i seriously hate it when euu think dat way. its not. dis letter is also all frm my trueful words.
Signing off,
miin
i read ur blog jus now. at first i was really dun dare to read, but in de end i still have the courage to read it. heres my trueful reply to euu.
i dun treat euu as a frenx , gd frenx neither best frenx . euu are more den dat to me. *ps : not PL horx .* as a soul mate ? (eh , i dunno how to use) anyway, jus euu are a lot to me. i said it before, i wont treat my frenx when i nid their help den i find dem. no. it's alr faker style to me. so i wont. really. not to say euu dun really know me. i think me myself wont know myself more den euu do. suddenly i jus find myself so ... complicated? even myself wont know what i going to do de next moment. its all jus so... i'm really sry dat i really dun know how to care abt a person. i dunno what to say actually. i didnt tok much to gladys secretly, and what ever i say to her and whatever i say to euu is de same. is sensitive barhs. i wont say sth to gladys dat i didnt tell euu. no. whatever she knows, euu will know when its out frm my mouth.
i'm not scolding euu at de public transport, is jus dat i told euu many times dat i dun lyk ppl beating stomach. its really irritating and painful. (euu can try hitting urself too) and euu aim really accurate its in de middle. everytime i turn becos i dun wanna see anymore. euu tell me sth, i smile and i turn away, maybe is euu didnt see i smile barhs. and whenever i wanna go somewhere after dat place i always wanna to tell euu. but euu folo up before i wanna to tell euu. so i cant do anything. abt the joke i was really joking. dun take my jokes for real. its moronic i know. jk only.
AND EUU ARE TOTALLY WRONG ABT I DUN NID EUU. I SERIOUSLY NID EUU VERY MUCH. dun ever have this idea again. its not real. i told euu ytd. i tried ytd. i hate alone. i hate strangers. i dun wanna be alone. euu know i still cant be independent. the only time when i dun nid euu is nvr. even i'm dead, i still nid euu. its forever. when euu are angry, i seriously dun dare to go up to euu. i wan but i dun dare. euu dunno dat when euu are angry euu are very horrible seriously. i mean de look. anyone would be scared of. and when we are in de mrt, is euu whu went away seriously. i dun even know what to do. euu are totally wrong when euu dare to say euu are not impt to me. dats totally wrong idea.
when euu have all dis ideas, its ur sensitive fooling ard. dunn think dat much. and i seriously hate it when euu think dat way. its not. dis letter is also all frm my trueful words.
Signing off,
miin