Totally no mood
Saturday, October 13, 2007 | 11:43 PM |
dis few days actually wanna post derhs ... but too lazy cos wanna play audition ... sry blog ! >.<
Woke up at 5.30 ... den off i go to 768 after i prepared myself , was walking very slowly .. thinking a lot and of cos also scare of dis and dat . cos its dark kkies ^^ reach mac at ard 6.42 ... no one dere so i sat dere and read my xiao shuo . after wenjie came , we went in and sat down waiting for jeannie .. ard 7.15 went out of mac and off we go to de sch ! XD reached dere and we start to pack all de guzhengs to de bus ... I REALLY PITY MY PERCUSSIONS sia ... T.T poor things ..
NVM .. nxt yr i will be retiring lerhs .. reach 792 , set up everything and we start to practise lerhs ... it was all going well ... but today really very unlucky ... what damn happened sia . i also dunno .. jus feeling , angry , dissapointed , sad , feel lyk crying somemore .. why mux ... affect my feelings ? WHY ? i dun get it ... i feel lyk crying everymoment ... i'm really scared dat some moment , i will cry out uncontrollably ... but i can manage jus well barhs ... didnt do dat , i'm really tired .. i'm ...
emotional i jus leave for today barhs ... tmr I WILL HIGH !!!! i dun care anymore lerhs ... to say de truth , if now i'm a adult alr , i will get myself drunk .
Signing off,
miin
Woke up at 5.30 ... den off i go to 768 after i prepared myself , was walking very slowly .. thinking a lot and of cos also scare of dis and dat . cos its dark kkies ^^ reach mac at ard 6.42 ... no one dere so i sat dere and read my xiao shuo . after wenjie came , we went in and sat down waiting for jeannie .. ard 7.15 went out of mac and off we go to de sch ! XD reached dere and we start to pack all de guzhengs to de bus ... I REALLY PITY MY PERCUSSIONS sia ... T.T poor things ..
NVM .. nxt yr i will be retiring lerhs .. reach 792 , set up everything and we start to practise lerhs ... it was all going well ... but today really very unlucky ... what damn happened sia . i also dunno .. jus feeling , angry , dissapointed , sad , feel lyk crying somemore .. why mux ... affect my feelings ? WHY ? i dun get it ... i feel lyk crying everymoment ... i'm really scared dat some moment , i will cry out uncontrollably ... but i can manage jus well barhs ... didnt do dat , i'm really tired .. i'm ...
emotional i jus leave for today barhs ... tmr I WILL HIGH !!!! i dun care anymore lerhs ... to say de truth , if now i'm a adult alr , i will get myself drunk .
Signing off,
miin