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induction camp
Saturday, March 17, 2007 | 9:26 PM |
haas . cos watching KO one these few days . so lazy to update . haas . addicted to it le . dat part was wuzun come out le . pro lor dey all . split wu zun name . wu and zun . haas .

Congrats to peilian for being student council 's president .
first day of de camp i dint go and report . cos got guzheng first . after dat den join in de camp . played de afternoon de camp den cant take it anymore . really damn giddy de . den rest lor . sianz . haiz . den when dey playing games , i dunno y suddenly miss my mum so much . when sick always think of her . den i cried lor . nicole (new frenz ) like shocked , den ask me why . i just lied say becos i sick will cry de . ( dat one sometimes nia ) miss mum so much ! i really emotional de . misses !
after dat results out le . just nice 12am lor . lols . pei lian became student council de president . den admin com don have head . ( i mean overall in charge de ) only deputy head . dat is ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THAM WEN JIE ! congrats !
haha . den de rest no nid to say le ba . oh ya . lihua became de mi shu . plus treasurer . haas . den next day ~
wake up at 5 sth . sianz . still a little dizzy . haiz . den didnt join in de PT . instead went to help to put all de breakfast on de tables . arrange nice nice de . haix . tok abt food . all spicy de ! den frm first day till de last meal of camp . didnt eat much . avoided all spicy food . haas . and all those got chili de rice also didnt eat .
after dat start with sc investiture rehearsal . buay tahan lor . cant touch hair all these things . sianz . cant stand it . really stressed ! tmr full dress rehearsal le . i rather go guzheng lor . at least not so stressed . just in air con room sleep . haiz ! being a SC is difficult . oh ya . forget to tok abt admin . admin com now many malays and boys le . but added a few guzheng de . most happy thing is PEI CHEE JOINED ADMIN COM ! yay !
haas . hate few of those malay boys in admin . how i am going to work with dem ? i really cant stand it . luckily admin don have many meetings . facing dem , i will die ! i hate one of dem . really attitude de . augh ! i just keep telling myself . just one year . after dis year , i can retire le . i mean stand down sc lor . stressed !
during de camp , when always saw spicy food . will think of huixin lor . haix . cos always she help me de . sianz ! haix . at almost de end of camp , it was birthday celebration for jan , feb and march . b4 cut de cake , many ppl was called out to lead a cheer . cos dis year on cheer de . den called out a few . Mr goh SAY WILL STOP DERE DE ! but he didnt keep his words . and call more and more . i was one of dem lor .
damn him ! f-ing ass hole . damn hate him . i nearly cried again lor . cos i dun have cheer in my mind and i dun even dare to lead . thx to ahmad and atiqah who helped me . thx a lot ! after dat , cut cake lor . nice ! den brought dinner back . spicy de ma ~ luckily mum cooked my share . haha . luv mum !
i really hope dat joanne 's dream will come true .
but i am really scared dat my dream will come true too .
i feel dat i cant understand myself .
do i luv him ?
i wonder .
looking at de stars .
i keep asking myself . do i luv him ?
or should i juz continue to wait for dat key ?
i am confused . hu can answer de questions in my heart ?
or only i can help myself ?
confused feelings . trapped in love maze .
Signing off,
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