rely
Friday, January 12, 2007 | 11:54 PM |
here to update ytd's events . nth serious things happened . haix . ytd made a fool of myself . stupid mr andy !! hmm . ytd after sch . tj and the rest of the people wanna skip robotics . it is really a bad thing to do . although i cant say dat i didnt skip meetings b4 . but ... so , i keep telling dem not to skip . dey think cca attendence not impt ? dey think skip one time no effect ? dey are simply wrong . dey didnt understand how impt it is .
i understand . cos miss see tok abt this topic for around 1 hr ? haha . last year i every practice went . ok la . not every , didnt go for 1 and 2 practices . the attendence 50 % nia . haix . in the end . as i expected . tj angry with me . lols . haix . knew dat . and i knew partly is becos i angry when she say guzheng practice little case . nvm . after guzheng practice i went to wait for huixin . den walk home with pl . i dunno y . keep walking at the back of dem . really quiet , unusually .
thinking deeply . dats what i always do when i am quiet . dunno y . i really like to think a lot . but sometimes . i always think of those sad things ?? what i think this time is . rely . i think i cant really be independent . i keep giving myself excuses . i really dont wan to rely on ppl .!! but i cant be able not to rely on huixin and samantha . haix . dunno y . i just think dat i really rely on dem . i told samantha . but when samantha ask me . y i think i rely on dem . i cant answer !
just dunno y . i really need a lot of answers . haix . now i tot of sth else . i knew dat helen hurt me . but i just unable to fall out with her . y ? but i have no time to think abt helen hurt me ? at least the hurt is nth compared to theirs . izzit really dat fun to hurt ppl ? i really wish to know . i hate dem !
Signing off,
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i understand . cos miss see tok abt this topic for around 1 hr ? haha . last year i every practice went . ok la . not every , didnt go for 1 and 2 practices . the attendence 50 % nia . haix . in the end . as i expected . tj angry with me . lols . haix . knew dat . and i knew partly is becos i angry when she say guzheng practice little case . nvm . after guzheng practice i went to wait for huixin . den walk home with pl . i dunno y . keep walking at the back of dem . really quiet , unusually .
thinking deeply . dats what i always do when i am quiet . dunno y . i really like to think a lot . but sometimes . i always think of those sad things ?? what i think this time is . rely . i think i cant really be independent . i keep giving myself excuses . i really dont wan to rely on ppl .!! but i cant be able not to rely on huixin and samantha . haix . dunno y . i just think dat i really rely on dem . i told samantha . but when samantha ask me . y i think i rely on dem . i cant answer !
just dunno y . i really need a lot of answers . haix . now i tot of sth else . i knew dat helen hurt me . but i just unable to fall out with her . y ? but i have no time to think abt helen hurt me ? at least the hurt is nth compared to theirs . izzit really dat fun to hurt ppl ? i really wish to know . i hate dem !
原来最可怕的
是人的心
虚伪的面具
我恨透了！
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