19/01/2010



Had Marketing presentation early in the morning, borrow this black blazer from TJ. Black! ♥
People says i look good in it, i should really buy some of these =X



Had Wedding Dinner at night. My oldest (girl) cousin's wedding at... i forgot. Hilton Singapore?



The wedding was different from her brother's ~ it was okay overall ~



Had Red Wine that day.



And yes, it's all my drinks. From Chinese Tea, to Coke, to Red Wine. luckily i didn't have any body effects =X



I used my brother's phone to take pictures, and this came out, not too bad~

-- CAMWHORING SESSION! --



With Cousins~ ♥



My girl cousins !



Jiayun, Me and Lilian =D

Actually got a job for a week. 26 dec to 3 jan. mainly to pay back someone something. was depressed over that matter for almost a month. guilt nearly ate me up. but nevertheless, i got a job as promoter for Sugarlink at tampines BHG.

Happy New Year 2010!
Don't even ask me about it, i was suppose to countdown with huixin and all, end up being at my cousin house for mahjong. i missed Countdown too! when i look at the time. it's alr 00:08 T.T Boo ~



SugarLink Collection



And thats when i realise, whole black is my love! ♥



Yoochun! ♥
I'm jjust too bored! i end up drawing paper after paper ~

and i was MIA for updating my blog for the past month. January has no posts ! *cries*
blame it on my laziness.

Changed my blogskin for a new look. I love yoochun and all, but.. still not used to stick to one blogskin for months.

and no, i'm still a faithful fan to dbsk. just.. no "WOW" blogskins for dbsk yet.
i'm incapable to make one myself.and not gonna use a plain themed one, because i'm a professional fangirl. LOL.

okay, by date alrights? even if it's a late birthday dedication!

15/12/2009



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIMJUNSU!
(okay, wrong year)



YAY =D Junsu!!! Seriously, i have no idea on how to post his birthday dedication. should i put the cute junsu or charisma junsu? well, this guy has too many sides.
(shhh ~ i won't reveal the 30 pictures of center-parting junsu!)



And Charismatic Junsu. totally loving his charisma side too! and to keep my blog PG, i won't pose his infamous duck butt nor his S-Line! *hides from su butt lovers*



To make things simple, shall post this! not my graphic though. Our Dolphin Boy! anyways. i'm not sure how he's gonna celebrate it, but, he's definitely recieving a call from Liyin. Suyin x3



And he's working on Xiahzart now ~ ( Mozart i mean )
Kim Junsu FIGHTING! ♥

22/12/09



Birthday Cake! not for christmas, but for my baby brother's birthday! =D





Happy Birthday !! ♥

Signing off,
miin

(Forever lazy to update.. but it's 2.30am now. probably try update more tmr. edited ~)

10/12/09


Venue: Changi Airport!
Activity: Arrival of the artistes for Seoul'd Out'09.

There was ALOT of people.
It started to get crowdy around 9plus?
I was there at 5-6 plus. But ate at Waraku Pasta with Maknae, Huihui and Gladys first.
The flight was suppose to be at 9.40 or 10.20 i think?
But it delayed alot.

My blog had been so dead. Finally i have the mood to blog.
Seperated into posts. around 4? =) we'll see.

3/12/2009



313 @ Somerset
This was took when i went there for the first time.
like a tourist =X
The toliet and lift area were designed like hotel's style.



Uh uh. i took this cause i want to blog about it. never never play with food ahh ~
be careful with ice kachang =)
The day was fun ^_^

4/12/2009


Evelynn was camwhoring, so i followed suit ~ hahaha. was at bishan for lunch. =)



At night ~ taken @ 888 kfc. with soulmate as usual ♥
(although there was evelynn, dylan and my brother before this shot =x)
and fooling around takes after this ~

Alot of things happened, and i can't recalled it at this time.

Last week, went for movie 2012 and Happy Flight. was a nice day ~
and please do not spread rumours~! Innocent ^_^



This week, went for movie New Moon and shopping with dearest cousin =)
Hair-washing at salon is so nice ~
and it's done when cousin is bored. it costs $25 please ~
she paid everything for me that day~
♥ cousin



Was at the airport yesterday to welcome arrival of ft island, t-max, mario and lee ji su.
originally there was Brown Eyed Girls too.
My purpose of being there.
but flight was.. not the same.
very very depressed, disappointed.



Patricia Mok was the happiest moment there =)
i mean, i saw herrrr!!
i like her =)
and not ashamed that ppl says i look like her. LOL.
i'm used to it ~



Pictures i took was really blur. i'm lazy to upload it anyways...
Seoul'd out is tmr. i'm going at 7am..
excited about how it's gonna go.
think of it, i'm gonna watch Brown Eyed Girls performance LIVE!
regardless if it's Sign or Abracadabra, i'm okay~
Brown Eyed Girls ♥



i'm really lazy to update blog now..
pictures next time alrights? let me enjoy the concert.






HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MINHO.
my fav. member in SHINee~

(the more i see his actions, his smiles, his emotions, his singing, i feel chun in them. charmed. i should really do a yoochun v.s. minho post sometime.)

Signing off,
miin

i'm gonna find the word "independent" in my dictionary.



i'm gonna make myself feel nothing about the word "alone."

Highlight of the night for all fans of TVXQ/DBSK.
Best Asia Star - TVXQ (DongBangShinKi)




There's alot of feelings to this, and now, i didnt really know how to express it.
On with the serious business first.


Touched:
The three TVXQ members also revealed their interesting friendship through the winning speech. The deep friendship between the members of TVXQ was shown as

Junsu stated, “This award is not for one single member, but because all 5 members have put so much effort we are able to receive it.”

and Jaejoong continued, “I’m hoping that many international and local fans are watching this right now also our two friends who don’t come tonight, as I want to say that I love you.” he referred to the absence of U-Know Yunho and Choikang Changmin.

In addition, related to their current conflict, Micky Yoochun vaguely express his feeling through this chance, “I think this is the first time I’ve wanted to sing so badly. I’m able to meet great members, that’s how finally we get here. We will work harder to expand beyond Asia. We hope for even more support than now.”

Mnet stated, “As TVXQ is the representative of Asia stars, we officially invited all five members to attend MAMA awards,” and “As they have decided to attend for good purposes, we hope that people do not see their decision in a bad view or have any misunderstandings.”

TVXQ fans who were at event location sang a TVXQ song together as commercials were playing at the end of “Act 1″ to show their love for TVXQ. They also waved their red balloons and shouted “TVXQ” to show their belief that TVXQ would remains.

source: star news + osen + newsen
sum trans: sharingyoochun@wordpress

also our two friends who don’t come tonight, as I want to say that I love you.
This is what, fans needed, what fans cried for.
It's the bond.
it's enough to shut those anti-fans mouths, shut those who saying dbsk is disbanding's mouth.
This is their bond, you just don't see it.
This is the support faithful fans has been giving. The miduhyo banners presented, it's enough.
Tears were triggered out, when jae gave his speech. TVXQ is 5.

Anger:
TVXQ’s YoungWoong Jaejoong, Micky Yoochun and Xiah Junsu, who are locked in an exclusive contract lawsuit with their agency, attended the ‘2009 Mnet Asian Music Awards’ at the Seoul, Jamshil Indoor Gymnasium and received the Best Asia Star Award.

To be exact, these three members of TVXQ accepted the award on behalf of all five members who received the award for their activities in countries around Asia.

With regards to this, agency SM Entertainment stated, “The three members of TVXQ had no right to receive the award on behalf of TVXQ.”

source: [sportschosun+DNBN]
translation credits: jeeelim5@tohosomnia.net
shared by: tohosomnia.net

I find it so ridiculous. if MEMBERS of DBSK doesn't have rights to recieve awards thats for DBSK, what rights do SME has?
The award is to DBSK, not to SME right?
seriously, the things they do.
i find the sentence so hilarious.

(on a side note, casanova park yoochun had a small little moment with 2NE1's leader, CL. this guy ~~)


Sad:
Jaejoong cried backstage. Cassiopeia entered the resting room and kept on crying, Micky cried, Junsu was telling Micky not to cry.
Yoochun's mother was there with the three boys and she was crying because micky looks heartbroken...
When they left,their manager was not with them.There wasnt anybody or bodyguard.Not even a proper transportation....They went off in a van
Chunface was about to burst in tears, when they were walking down the stage, Yoochun was hiding his face in his hands.
Junsu is/was on the phone, they (fans there) assume he's trying 2 call the other boys. he said something like we should call them


They suffered... Reasons, every reason there was more than enough to provoke tears. The profit-driven organisation will get their karma soon.
How long can they hold on to? How long can fans be strong?
Torturing fans, idols like this, is your forte?
Watch out for Karma.





Funny:
The only thing that made me laugh for the night.
DBSK's.... fashion... dolphin.
Our Kim Junsu.
He actually wore BOOTS with SUITS.
how dorky could he be? it's a major asian music festival!
he needs personal stylist. =X

Last Year. Mnet Korean Music Festival.(MKMF)


This is the smile fans wanted to see.
And that you shine with 5 members today.
Not one more, not one less.



And this is the group hug we all needed.
TVXQ, fighting !

Signing off,
miin

Winner List for 2009 MAMA:


Female Group - Brown Eyed Girls
House& Electronic music award – Brown Eyed Girls (Abracadabra)


Male Group – 2PM
Artiste of The Year – 2PM


The Big Winner of the Night.
Newcomer (Female) - 2NE1
Music Portal Mnet Award - 2NE1
Best MV – 2NE1 (Fire)
Song of the Year – 2NE1 with ‘I Don’t Care’

Newcomer (Male) – Supreme Team
Trot Music Award - Hong JinYeong (Love’s Battery)
Dance music award – KARA (Honey)
Mixed Group – 8eight
Hip hop group award – LeeSsang (헤어지지 못하는 여자, 떠나가지 못하는 남자)
Rock Music Award – BuHwal (생각이나)
Asian Recommend Award – Japanese group AKB48
Ballad/R&B music award – Kim TaeWoo (Love Rain)
Best Asian Star - Dong Bang Shin Ki
Male singer – Drunken Tiger
Female singer – Baek Ji Young
Best Asian composer - Park JinYoung
Album of the Year – GDragon with ‘Heartbreaker’

Credits: Kbites.

The Girls, My Love. Brown Eyed Girls + Kara ♥
9 hot girls doing hip and butt dance. nice stage ~~

Highlight of the night(besides the next post): 2PM.

2PM: Heartbeat + Again and Again.
Heartbeat was funny with JYP.
But it died down to cries of pain when Again and Again came on.

Mnet Cameras focused on the empty spot Jaebeom, the leader left behind.
It was said that fans were hoping Jaebeom will appear, but it's still a hope.
Spotlight shined on the empty spot of the supposely jaebeom's space and part.
Fans sang to jaebeom's part, making it a teary scene.
the rest of the 6 members never ever made an effort to take jaebeom's part, and all of us appreciate that.
Again & Again, I Hate You, 10 out of 10. the one year songs, jaebeom's part will forever be empty till that particular guy shows up.



Artist of the year: 2pm.
i think they deserves it. their hardwork, the obstacles they came across.
7 beasts, hottests will always support.
Leadja, you are watching it right? come back soon.

G-dragon and CL looks proud of them. =O
and taecyeon imagined leader's height when junsu's talking.
2pm ♥

This event, mixed of feelings, tears filled the venue.
Many are still arguing over the fairness of the event.
well, SME and popular trots singers did boycott the event.
although i still felt it's ridiculous that SME artists did not even won an award considering they are the majority popular artists of kpop industry.
who won't know DBSK, Super Junior, SNSD, SHINee, f(x), Zhang Liyin and CSJH?
be it fair anot, congrats to the winners. BEG, KARA, 2PM. ♥

Signing off,
miin

Date: 15 November 2009
Time: 1pm - 4.30pm
Event: Gladys Birthday
Venue: From her house, to Semb MRT, to Yishun MRT, lastly, Swensens @ northpoint.
Participants: Joycelyn, Tangjie, Pei Chee, Gladys, Shipei, Yanling, Fatin. [7 Princesses]

Went to her house, bluffing her that there's only one person which is me. But this girl, Gladys, was 100% confident that i was with someone else. Reason being, i cannot be alone. =X
Called her out of her unit, she saw only me, ME ALONE, and looked around for others. to her disappointment, there's only ME. =X

she came out of her house letting me wait ALONE outside, while entering the lift, she saw the first surprise. TANGJIE ~! (the lift lady. =X)

walking randomly towards the semb mrt, tangjie and i kept on emphasising there is only 3 of us today. bought drinks and sweets thats the price of 3 for 2 at 2 machines. =x

Just when she thought there's really only 3 of us, at sembawang mrt, Pei chee popped out with the first present, the small monkey with her fav. banana plushie ~~ i told her to call shipei unnie when reaching yishun mrt, saying that unnie was finding her, but i didnt know unnie's handphone is switched off! @_@ Shipei unnie then appeared with her second present, a love punch plushie! =)

Was deciding to go swensens to have lunch, but unexpectedly, fatin and yanling wasn't there. the birthday girl wanted to go atm to withdraw money, surprisingly fatin and yanling was behind us. =O well, came with present of her ideal headphone!

Unnie and i slipped to order cake while they had menu, no one realise we were gone. =( things went by quite ok, so ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS! ♥

let pictures do the talking.


3 for the price of 2 =)

Realising..

it's not that i'm anti-social.
when i talk, there's no one to listen to what i'm saying, no matter how hard i'm trying to get at least one to listen.
there's no one bothering to listen to me.

So what? i'm gonna talk to the wall?
Days like this continue on, how can i not be anti-social?
Now that i'm used to not talking, you want me to talk.
Wise up.

I'm sorry. each time, i can only say this, but i'm guilty.
Guilty of not being beside you when i should.
i should be there..
Please be alrights.

Signing off,
miin

Blog is for me to rmb, for you to know the current events.
i'm uploading some RANDOM pics AGAINS. =X



Girlfriend date on some random wednesday. planned to go for manicure, but. now economic recession, all of us are poor. hahaa.
in the end, went to the faceshop and bought nail polish =)
nice nails, although mine look evil. =X


Had a hair cut on some random saturday, and my long fringe is gone now. i can't tie my hair now.
because if i do so, you will see Mr Thoo in me soon. =X

blogger doesn't let me upload pictures. i have TONS of pictures to upload.
well, will do update sometime soon.

there's been alot of dramas going on in life.
but they are just part and parcels of the journey.
i find that this wasn't a time to mop around after so much.
one by one, the obstacles in life is making one to break down, maybe time will heal it, or it won't.

smiles is what i wanted to see, but i see tears more often than smiles.
moving on is just so difficult.
well, i dun want to make this post emo =x

i dunno what i should do to make people around me to feel better, it might be stressing, but i want to.
i want to see the smiles again.

worrying isn't gonna do anything better.
i've got plans, but i'm afraid it won't work. i'm nth good at this aspect.

Sometimes, slow down your footsteps and look around, please know that there are people to care for you, worry about you and love you.
which includes me, myself and i =)
i don't know if it works, but marketing says affection/sense of belonging is part of social needs.
please know that i love you !
to anyone i care for, reading this post, find me anytime, anywhere, if you need a listening ear. i'm not gonna comment on anything if you tell me not to.

thank you girls, for making me feel loved.
even a walk to the mrt station, i treasured it.
but you, i want you to find back your happiness.
there's no obstacles that are unable to be solved.
i know you want it. go get it. =)

i'm trying to stay happy, cheerful and good.
people. take care.

Signing off,
miin